Missing you

joke?

2008-02-14T10:34:00.005+08:00

An old lady went to the store to buy some food for her dog. Upon reaching the check-out, the clerk told her "I'm sorry ma'am, but the store manager heard that many old ladies on limited incomes buy dog food and eat it themselves. We now have a policy - if you want to buy dog food, you have to show us your dog."

Annoyed, the lady went home, got her faithful Fido, and returned to the store, where they sold her the dog food without question.

The next day, she returned to the store to buy cat food. Again, she's reproached by the cashier: "I'm sorry ma'am, but the store manager heard that many old ladies on limited incomes buy cat food and eat it themselves. We now have a policy - if you want to buy cat food, you have to show us your cat."

Frustrated, the woman stormed home, retrieved her precious fluffy and returned to the store, where she was sold her cat food without further incident.

The next day, the woman returned to the store and strode right up to the cashier with a box in her hand.

"Put your hand in this box," she told the puzzled clerk.

"What's in it?" the clerk asked.

"Just put your hand in here," the lady said.

"No, there's probably something in there that will bite me"

"Nothing will bite you, I promise."

Reluctantly, the clerk put her hand in the box, felt the contents, pulled them out to examine them and let out a scream. Smiling, the old lady asked "now, may I please buy some toilet paper?"

creative?

2008-02-14T10:34:00.004+08:00

47%

crap

2008-02-14T10:34:00.001+08:00

crap... so many pictures on my blog has gone haywire.. -_- anyway, too long never blog aready.. gotta buck up.. haha

tears

2007-11-24T09:50:00.000+08:00

If i could be any part of you,
I'd be your tears.
To be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks,
and die on your lips.

missin u~~

2007-10-31T09:21:00.000+08:00

test agn~

2007-10-23T09:08:00.001+08:00

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.
And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.
You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Gemstone is Amethyst

Dignified, impressive, and wise.
You have a deeply spiritual soul

What Gemstone Are You?

失眼夜

2007-10-22T21:47:00.001+08:00

　　有天晚上，本来已很疲倦的你，不知道为什么总是睡不着，你会用下列哪种方法来度过这个失眼夜呢？

1、打电话与别人聊天

2、在家中四处找事做

3、继续在床上辗转反则

4、看书

5、多冲一次凉　

解释：

1、打电话与别人聊天—— 你做每一件事都只顾自己而已，绝不替人着想，独断独行的你，令爱人吃不消，改改你武断的性格，多徵求伴侣对事情的看法，会令爱人觉得你更可爱．

2、在家中四处找事做—— 你那死不服输的性格将你在人群中被独立出来，恋爱来的时候，亦因为不肯对对方坦白而遭抛弃，你唯一的好处是你绝不拖拖拉拉没了没完，只要找到心仪的对象，不妨来个闪电结婚！

3、继续在床上辗转反侧—— 在生活上有问题时，你只懂逃避，爱情方面也一样，因为你的拖拖拉拉令很多人受到影响，和情人分手後仍会藕断丝连的情况常发在你身上，想做就做，想爱就爱罢，机会溜走就不复返！

4、看书—— 你是个十分理智的人，但聪明反被聪明误，你对每件事的小心谨慎，在爱情路上，因怕爱伤而不敢用情太深，但这会令你的爱人有被忽视的感觉，对你的热情亦因此大减，其实做人有时迷糊一下，亦未尝不可。

5、多冲一次凉—— 你有点神经质，但亦有点执着，别人很难适应你的处事作风，你的爱侣也一样，你一时对他风情万种，一时对他冷若冰霜，令他感到十分迷惑，即使对他一见锺情，你亦会给他飘忽不定的感觉而吓得溜之大吉，要改变现况，控制一下自己的情绪吧！

P/s: mine is 3..quite accurate bah..coz i might have a bad habit of running away from problems=_=

一般电话筒的拿法有以下五种，你习惯用哪种呢？

2007-10-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

一般电话筒的拿法有以下五种，你习惯用哪种呢？　　

A、用两手拿。　　

B、拿时离耳朵有段距离。　　

C、用另一只手拨弄着电话线。　　

D、手持电话筒的下端。　　

E、手持电话筒的上端

选A，可能是深受宠爱的独生女，易受人的影响，尤其是在谈恋爱的时候，会因情人而改变。一旦心中爱慕某位男性，就立刻展开一些大胆、积极甚至想都没想到过的行动。再者，这型女性一般对恋爱保持着古板的想法，不过，只要一次超过了界限，便有可能一发不可收拾，所以必须加以注意。由于本性浪漫，往往只是单恋，这种情况令其周围的朋友非常担心。此型的男性，有女性化的倾向，小小的一件事都要钻牛角尖考虑半天。　　

选B，一般而言，是具有相当行动力和社交性的女性，常常希望自己成为众人所瞩目的焦点，相当有自信心。适合从事演员、空中小姐、模特等多彩多姿的职业，比较有和男性一样好强的一面。但是当心仪的男性出现时，便会将好强的个性通通舍弃，一切都以对方为主，这时候，这类型人平时强悍的作风完全消失，在女性来说，这是很不可思议的。最好选择比自己个性还要强、十分有主见的男性，如此，恋爱会很顺利。而此型男性较为少见。　　

选C，这一型的女性很多，本性尤其浪漫。常常自己为梦中的主角，而白马王子能够出现在身边，和自己谈、做伴，永远宠爱着自己。这种想法，由拨弄电话线的举动流露出来。若是一天没见到喜欢的人，她的情绪就会变得不稳定，不过，在爱掉眼泪的反面，她亦有着倔强的脾气。一拿起电话便讲个不停的人，多半是属于这型的女性，如果你正巧排在她的后面等电话，要有心理准备给她多一点的时间。男性，几乎没有什么好说的余地，和他继续谈下去，只会增加你自己的困扰。　　

选D，体力充沛的活动家，大多数男性都是这种拿法。凡事不喜欢钻牛角尖，对别人所托付的工作能够很爽快地完成，女性亦是如此。不过，她的好恶明显而直接，自己所不欣赏的事物，即使是由她心仪的男性说出来，也会直截了当地加以拒绝，是位十分现代的女性。不过，男性多半不太喜欢这类好恶太过强烈的女性，其实不用担心，这类女性虽然有时候比较任性，但她们对喜欢的人是非常体贴的。　　

选E，女性大都是这种拿法。这类型女性是属于歇斯底里型，小小的一件事也会让她生气。由于她的情绪十分容易转变，常常会令周围的人捉摸不定，男性对她这种任性而好恶分别的表现，会觉得非常困扰。所以，如果想要获得充实的爱情，就要先将这些缺点改善，增強自制力，对自己多做一些保留。

P/s: mine is "E".. Lol

Feb baby~

2007-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

haha.. u you think accurate or not??Lol

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for the other months in case u kay po >.<

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------

pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

-----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

------------MAY BABY ----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

------------JUNE BABY ------------- You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

------------JULY BABY -------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

----------AUGUST BABY --------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY --------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

---------------OCTOBER BABY ------------------- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

---------------DECEMBER BABY --------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

pig!!

2007-10-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

The pig serves as a useful test of the personality traits of the drawer

Toward the middle, they are a realist.

Facing front, they are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

With few details, they are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With less than 4 legs, they are insecure or are living through a period of major change.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener they are.

The bigger the better.

They drew medium sized ears, they are a good listener

The length of the tail indicates the quality of their sex life.And again more is better!

They drew medium sized tail

tired!!!

2007-10-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

Knn..so fucking tired.. Why she want to call pau so many times???She late then late loh, not like she dunno how to take care of herself. Still call her using speaker phone in the middle of the night leh. Ppl dun need to slp meh =_=. Then still not enough sia, smoke in the room somemore.. Then i have difficulties breathing , like cant catch my breath, keep turning on the bed..Just imagine lah. For yours ears u keep hearing the phone dialing like 20 times. For your nose, you keep smelling cigeratte smoke. And wanting to find my pillow to cover my nose, but cant find any. Use blanket to cover but the fabric too thin.Then have to wake up at 6.50am..WTH..

sigh..another slpy day

2007-10-15T11:31:00.000+08:00

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.

People feel like they really don't know the true you...

Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.

It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.

You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Brave Chief.

Where You Lived: Romania.

How You Died: Suicide.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

You Should Paint Your Room Blue

Peaceful and soothing, blue rooms have been known to reduce blood pressure.

Your blue room will encourage deep rest and great sleep.

A blue room is the perfect oasis for a stressful life.

What Color Should You Paint Your Room?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.

Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.

Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

cb

2007-10-10T15:19:00.003+08:00

WTH is wrong with the blogging date? Its like i wrote all of the 3 post in one min =_=

knnbccb

2007-10-10T15:19:00.002+08:00

That fucking shit is chasing us out 2molo, say we are staying there for free. Like hell loh. When grandma was alive i gave her the money id for her use and is NOT rental, and who is he now ? What right does he have to collect rental from us?? Electrical fees cost only $90 plus and he wan us to pay him $160?
The rest of the money he gonna use to gamble? Like hell i will give him the money. Lucky i havent give him then money since last month. And i WONT give him a damn. Fucking asshole

frustrated

2007-10-10T15:19:00.001+08:00

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing

A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:

Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.

Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:

You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.

A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Are Definitely Not a Jerk Magnet

You can spot a jerk very easily, and you know to stay away from these loser guys.

Your biggest problem? Noticing all the jerks that your girlfriends are dating!

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal.

However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well.

You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours.

In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases!

You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat.

You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression

Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.

You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.

You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.

You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.

You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!

Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.

A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.

Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.

Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!

Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.

Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker

What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you

In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered

In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends

Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer

Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads

You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

I've never been to me

2007-10-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Boring day~

2007-10-08T09:08:00.001+08:00

Your Ex is Narcissistic

Your ex thinks they're the most important person in the world and couldn't care less about anyone else.
Your ex definitely has a god complex.
People with narcissistic personality disorder want total power, lack empathy, and are very arrogant.
Sound at all familiar?

What's" Wrong With Your Ex?

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.

Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To

Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could.

Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most.

But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you?

It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low.

What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever

What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth

Could You Be a Vampire?

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo

Artistic and unique

You're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You are 60% Aries

How Aries Are You?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them

You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky

You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter

It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

Monday Blues~

2007-10-08T09:08:00.000+08:00

Our meeting was just a chance,
and at first i didnt know anything.
But when i saw you crying in front of me,
i felt sad somehow.
And when you clutched at me and yelled :"don't go!"
it tore my heart in two.
And when you smile,
i am so happy...i can't put it into words,
but you mean the world to me.
The promise i couldn't keep,
this time i will.

revived!

2007-10-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

listening to: onmyouza 揺籠の木

awww...after being away from blogging for soooo long, i finally found back my blog..haha.so many things had happened for this past 1 year.

1~ changed my job and now i am working in as an admin cum accounts in a dormitory( that CD shop closed dwn)...sigh~~ i missed that guy, i missed his eyes..sobz

2~during the days when i was "retrenched" i watch anime for a full whooping 5 mths!XP.. haha no choice lah coz nothing to do also..so can also imagine how many anime i have watched..sigh.. i missed those days when i am soo free sit before the computer n click away..

3~my grandma just passed away last month T^T....she was in the hospital for about 1 month.. things was still ok, nothing wrong..she was recovering quite well.. and we have thoughts to bring her home to look aft her if she get better..then suddenly she had a fever, and i thought it was nothing too serious.. and we were goin to visit her tat saturday.but since mum is there and i dun wan to bump into her, so we postphoned to another day..who knows she passed away on that day..so sudden, so shocked..sad...
so many happened during the funeral..3 of them, my uncles & mum, were like quarreling away..especially that fucker da bian shitty 1st uncle. he was like as if all of grandma's belongin belongs to him. then become so arrogant when the hse became under his name. he kop the $ for himself, want the wine, want the jewellry, and make everyone so pissed off. althought i am in no position to say anything, but i really cant stand it..i just dunno why they can bear with it. he is so fuckin irritating sia..they just give everything to him, even though they did know he will gamble away grandma's precious saving in 1 years time..
they did noe how he treated grandma when she was alive. grandma have to put up with him, look at his fucking pissed face when she dun have money to loan him. ask him to help her to do housework he oso giv that lan jiao face..Hello??how much she has done to him? she visit him when he was in jail, giv him money when he was broke and he was doing these kind off things to her?fucker
and now he wants to get back the money loan to my 2nd uncle and mum..likw wtf can?whose money is it? grandma's! what right u have to get it back and for your own use??knn..

4~but mayb it is a blessing in disguise..cause now we reconcile with mum.lol

maple~~

2006-06-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

now listenin to: DOLLS by janne da arc

whee~~~aft few months of not playin maple, i m back!! haha..but i got expelled frm my guild..sobzzz.. the reason i went back is because ludi is out..haha..but the monsters there oso quite scary..omg-_-n i create my own new record of dyin twice in two days =_=..first time is in the 100 lv tower, we go dwn to the bottm to c something excitin,but is disappointed..n kamui died 1st at lv 10+ n i dun wan go all the way up alone,coz i got no scroll..sobzzzz then i have to die...D<
then the other time is at ludi dungeon..a lv 53 assassin bought us dwn..at 1st is ok, dmg is 300++ i think, then suddenly one hit 1000~2000 like tat..wah lau, mage live is very fragile u noe?then tat sin put on shadow, so evil!! she can walk through loh,ask us jump dwn then bam!!DIED..then she laugh laugh walk walk..!!then she tried to hit it but it shot bomb out n she died..haha serve her rite..somemore ask me wan go dwn agn, i said NO..my exp very precious leh damn it*_*

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ouch

2006-05-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:fate by l'arc en ciel

OMFG!!!!i poke my eyeball(RE:EYEBALL!!) accidentally...
OUCH
in tat instant, i thought my eyeball is fallin out...sobz

keke

2006-05-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

Lucky
You were 70% lucky!

Time to hit the casino and hope your luck holds (which it probably will not, but don't let me burst your bubble).

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 82% on Luck

Link: The Luck Test written by eldormilon on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

huh?

2006-05-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

Your brain: 20% interpersonal, 100% visual, 100% verbal, and 180% mathematical!

Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.

Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:

Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 4% on interpersonal

You scored higher than 42% on visual

You scored higher than 44% on verbal

You scored higher than 93% on mathematical

Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

haha

2006-05-20T01:36:00.001+08:00

Haughty Intellectual
You are 71% Rational, 0% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.

You are the Haughty Intellectual. You are a very rational person, emphasizing logic over emotion, and you are also rather arrogant and self-aggrandizing. You probably think of yourself as an intellectual, and you would like everyone to know it. Not only that, but you also tend to look down on others, thinking yourself better than them. You could possibly have an unhealthy obsession with yourself as well, thus causing everyone to hate you for being such an elitist twat. On top of all that, you are also introverted and gentle. This means that you are just a quiet thinker who wants fame and recognition, in all likelihood. Like so many countless pseudo-intellectuals swarming around vacuous internet forums to discuss worthless political issues, your kind is a scourge upon humanity, blathering and blathering on and on about all kinds of boring crap. If your personality could be sculpted, the resulting piece would be Rodin's "The Thinker"--although I am absolutely positive that you are not nearly as muscular or naked as that statue. Rather lacking in emotion, introspective, gentle, and arrogant, you are most certainly a Haughty Intellectual! And, most likely, you will never achieve the recognition or fame you so desire! But no worries!

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Schoolyard Bully. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Braggart, the Hand-Raiser, and the Robot.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 79% on Rationality

You scored higher than 0% on Extroversion

You scored higher than 26% on Brutality

You scored higher than 65% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

ehm..

2006-05-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Official Survivor
Congratulations! You scored 73%!

Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere. Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 38% on survivalpoints

Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

survey

2006-05-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	seki
Birthday:	14/2
Birthplace:	singapore
Current Location:	western part of singapore
Eye Color:	dark brown
Hair Color:	currently chestnut brown
Height:	160cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today:	slippers
Your Weakness:	kittens
Your Fears:	cockroaches
Your Perfect Pizza:	hawaiian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	learn something new
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i want to sleep_
Your Best Physical Feature:	dunno
Your Bedtime:	2am
Your Most Missed Memory:	i have bad memory
Pepsi or Coke:	mountain dew
MacDonalds or Burger King:	kfc
Single or Group Dates:	both are fine
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	iced green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	a bit
Do you Swear:	no
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	T_T
Do you want to get Married:	if that someone appears
Do you belive in yourself:	somehow
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	dunno
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	old age in the arms of the one that i loved for my whole life
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	i am aready grown upT_T
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan,france,italy,taiwan(if possible, around the world)
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	hezal,dark brown,black
Favourite Hair Color:	brown or anything that suits him
Short or Long Hair:	long is fine but short hair is neater and more manly
Height:	taller then me
Weight:	medium range
Best Clothing Style:	casual
Number of Drugs I have taken:	no
Number of CDs I own:	100++
Number of Piercings:	10
Number of Tattoos:	no
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too much,too late
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

blogthing

2006-05-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

You are 80% Aquarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You Are Creepy

Serial killers would run away from you in a flash.

How Scary Are You?

You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.

But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.

You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.

Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.

Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.

But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.

Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous

People will stop and watch you when you appear

Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

-__-

2006-05-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

fuck~! i nearly fainted in the toilet............i am goin to take a nice late shower then i saw the stupid fuckin freakin ugly cockroach on my clothes i hang in the toilet.scamble to wear my clothes back and my hands n leg are shakin.u can imagine how close it is. like less then 3feet infront of me..n it was big(not yet huge so i was lucky or i will really faint)went back with insecticide then it is gone...askin me something?yah, i didnt bathe.how do i pick up courage to bath when u noe it is somewhere but dunno where? i will bath in the mornin when it is gone(i hope) coz 2molo is my off day n i will be meetin kamui in the mornin.STUPID STUPID STUPID
I HATE COCKROACH. THEY ARE MY PHOBIA!!!stupid sucks stupid sucks!! oh yah speakin of cockroach i saw once tat one stupid guy posted a very very big pix of a cockroach in the forum, i couldnt remember wat forum is tat. and it is on the very top page. load liao then tat sickenin thing came out. then my shakin hand cant seem to click the X button, then i try to look away but if i look away i cant c the X.if i c the X i will c the cockroach from the corner of my eye.fuck tat stupid person who posted tat.if i ever noe who did it i will pay someone to stuff 10 cockroaches into his mouth. gosh i feel like vomitin and my head hurts like hell..or is it tat i smoke too much juz now?sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ why cant we have insects(+spiders)free world? why cockroach has such tough life?why they can live through dinosaur reign? why they cant die wif the dinosuar??fuck!gonna vomit~~~bleeehhhhhhhhh...sobzz

karaoke~~~~

2006-05-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

i love karaoke session~~~can relax and sing..nice song..haha..ok, went wif kouji and kamui. signed up for vip card which cost $11.10...shld have signed up earlier since i go ktv quite alot..but nvm,vip have 1+1 drink which is really good coz 1 drink =$8.50-_______-..

omg!! i found lucify kanna eliminated????wtf?! summer breeze?? gimme a break..jing bao yue tuan oso kanna out last week..wat are those ppl thinkin?shit-___- i feel tat the superband show is gettin really bad. good bands dun have much supporter(or no money in another words) bad groups = rich.wah lau. tats why i aready noe bands in superband wont last. coz if they wanted to find the best band why they include groups? groups and band are totally different.and bands cant survive in sg. ppl in sg are very mainstream.c 5566, energy and mayday, beyond. groups are more popular and when u sing groups songs, ppl will vote for you. sing bands songs, ppl dun noe wat is the song so dun vote.so i aready predicted the winning superband would be a group b4 the show even start..even durin preliminary round the judges are dance instuctor etc. bands are only there to make up spaces or juz to add a little spice. the main course is only groups. they shld juz put supergroup, not superband, mayb superband sounds nicer.GROUPS...DAH~so sian~~

kyo's poem

2006-05-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

Myself Nobody but me
Not for anybody else
nobody else's way
nobody else's dream
May all be pain or love
when i cried over the fact that i was getting closer to them,which i didn't want to become
Something dropped inside without a sound...
Love which i did not wannted to know
Becuase if i did not love, there will be no pain
either Silent Emotion
Future too close
things we build up
"fake smile"
"Mentality of betray"
"trauma of wrist"
"hatred of brain"
"un-sadness"
"Sexual feelings"
Every single things for ever
Has to be white
cannot avoid to be dyed in black
This reason it has to be colored in dapple color
ls The scar that cannot be cured
Everybody is saddled with the weight which looks like pain
Everybody Cannot be saddled with
All the weight which looks like pain
Too simple reason to love their life
Is human being the most weakest being
Life is short fall in love, girls
(I didn't translate these, the book was translated)got this from here
kinda old post which i stumbled on.i dunno wat kyo had gone through, must be kinda harsh.. i like kyo useage of words, he's a talent i must say. tats why i love direngrey^^ (and their music of coz..kaoru love!!<3<3)

vanilla

2006-05-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

i love this salsa ver of vanilla...seems like you can dance to the music..well of coz..gackt is the original composer AND singer of vanilla..tats why he sounded better then tat stupid typhoon..wtf is "ai ai wo de ai??"so stupid and lame..tat lyrics is truly not worthy of gackt music.clever ppl will noe the composer of the song and lyricist is definitely not the same person.stupid and idiotic lyrics tat ruin gackt's name.oh,but he didnt even say it is composed by gackt ,so well, i hate typhoon, i hate toro, i hate pousers,yah, showbiz is evil!!D<

ok, streetfest is coming!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg!!wat to do??? alrite, dun bother me, i am crazy-_____-

2006-05-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

yay!!

2006-05-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:seppun by mika nakashima

WWAHHHHH!!! i finally got a new hair cut!!!hohoho~~~ i really like this haircut thanx to tat lady.she oso try her best to color my very badly damage n badly color hair back to normal. i gone to other places b4 but my hair end up in a mess, my hair fade color in less then 1 mth and i got dandruff tat look like i got many huge patch of skin on my hair. btw tat salon tat cause my hair to suffer had closed down. haha guess they are really not good. but since i got a very good hair style i will sure go back to this salon again...muahahaha so hyper now>.<

alrite my day goes like this~~ wake up in the middle of the nite to go toilet and freak out when i saw a bloody stupid spreaded leg cockroach on the washin machine then got the insecticide n hunt it but ran away.FUCK!! i hate cockroaches-____-
ok, when back to slp but kept thinkin of wat to wear to streetfestival and cant slp(finally slept at 4am i think), woke up at 9am on my computer to look for some inspiration on hair design then i found mika's n miyavi"s n fann wong. not bad actually..mm.. then meet kouji went to jurong.ate abit of teppanyaki then do my hair(which lasted for 3 hrs for your infomation-__-)then after tat went to ktv with kouji, sing alot of nice and nostalgia songs n kinda hit most high notes which was a strain on me last time. deep voices oso not bad . hohoho~~ i m really hyper now..
take pix take pix take pix hahahaha^^

sobzz

2006-05-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:gyakujyo tannou keloid milk by direngrey

Got this in my email i feel like sharing..

Hey guys... got this email from my friend and I think this story is damn touching... Please spare some time to read this... (",) **LurF, j0aNnA...**

It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him, :Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up? :Alright, give me 5 minutes. :5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house. :I need to get ready. :Alright, make it fast then. 2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself. Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned. 5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch. 10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident? 15 minutes passed, he finally shown up. :Why are you so late? He wasn't even a lil' bothered: Nahz, was watching TV. :What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then? I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him. :Sorry. This was the first time he said sorry to me... He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl. I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home. He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels. The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry. I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises. He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl. Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes. Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead. Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised. I dropped my head: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again. If you can never change, th en don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time. He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry. Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever. I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me. :What's wrong with you these few days? :Nothing. :Then why are you acting so strange? :I am not. :What can you say other than this answer? o you know I'm very worried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend? :I'm sorry... :I don't want to hear you say sorry again. I put down the phone and he did not call back. He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up. .....this was the 99th time he said sorry... From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him. Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up? After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him. I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him. :excuse me, is XOXO here today? :I'm afraid he already stopped schooling. :Huh? Why? When was that? :He hasn't been in school for a month already. :Oh erms...thanks. One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home. Called his hp: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone.... I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer. How can it be? The whole family migrated? It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace. I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend. He was one of his brothers and also my good friend. :Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital. :REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED? :Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time. :I'll be right there. I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there. I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall. He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle, :Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me? He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again. :Come on answer me...why don't you speak? A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say... :I'm...sorry... After that, his eyes went shut. :Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me? on't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please. I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out.. :Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead? :I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use... :If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes..... That was the 100th sorry A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up... My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black. He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore. But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing. He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart. would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore. After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry. The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up. I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then, before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me? The second time, my dear, I... The third time, my dear, I... The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world, It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger.... You are the first girl I apologised to. And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life... Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you... Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear... I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible. The last photograph was of him in the hospital, Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever. His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th. At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him. :I'm sorry. I held the photo tightly and cried for us..... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This story was taken from a chinese letter from my pen-pal i knew long ago, this was her story but unfortuanately, I cant show her pictures or her boyfriend nor their names. it was in chinese i took awhile to translate the words....if there's some grammatical or spelling mistakes i'm sorry ok? I've tried my best...it was traditional chinese...the taiwanese type.

I guess everything comes with a reason...but what's the point of driving it out of someone if it's something you don't want to hear in the first place? "I want the truth" ---so easy to say but so difficult to accept. Please pass this on to as many pple as u know or u will be like de following....... Wanna tell everyone to be kind to ur loved ones always care for them. Don't act like my penpal. To be frank dis incident happened not long ago it happened on 10th of August 2003. Thanx pls pass diz on n if u ever get this letter back it means u r lucky! Seize de chance, don't loose it!!!! Hurry! **...YoUrS tRuy...**~*JoAnNa (^-^)

*~Ignore the passing on part... if you wan to

ps:this story is not mine, i got it frm "here"

BLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHH!!

2006-04-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:furimukeba by janne de arc

OMFG!!!!!i ate a bowl of salad which i bought from supermarket yesterday, and i nearly puke it all out~~~ gross!!! the name is oriental salad and i cant believe ppl can use herbs in salad??? as in raw???the smell is so bloody pungent, no wonder it is on sale >O

noooooo~~~~~

2006-04-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:follow the night light by deadman

stupid!!!!!!!!!!
tat dinosaur in jurong entertainment ctr is gone!!!!!!!!!!
noooooooo!!!!!!!!!~~~~
i have been seeing tat dinosaur since i was in pri 2, when i just moved there....coz it was the nearest shopping ctr near my house... 11yrs!!! tat dino is there for 11 yrs already!!(i think so..i had bad memory..) no~~ i wan tat back!!tat dino head tat stick out of the wall, n the flyin one(dunno the name)i should have taken their pictures if i know they were to be removed~~~noooo~~~~memories~~sobzzzz

alright back to reality.. so today kouji ask me out to go eat ice.went to library(dunno when is the last time i went...)and saw an interesting book which is about monsters in the western, eastern, china, japan etc..but i still cant remember names....
mmm tat entertainment ctr had really changed alot.the last time i went it was still under renovation.now it has changed to a teenagers heaven....arcade, purinkana shop, capsule dispenser etc. look very beautiful also.haha i am not teenager anymore leh.but still can remember those times there with family and friends...memories~~

nana endless story

2006-04-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

now listenin to:unbreak my heart by toni braxton

i love this part in nana the movie!! so touchin..
sob sob

SPCA singapore

2006-04-26T07:37:00.000+08:00

Responsibility
Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY.....
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides,stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.
She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her? affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate.
Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose.loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.
Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you.You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?" They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow.
They feed us,of course, but I lost my appetite days ago.At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief.
The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.
And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?" brought tears to your eyes as you read it, as it did to mine as I wrote it, it is because it is the composite story of the millions of formerly "owned" pets who die each year in American & Canadian animal shelters. Anyone is welcome to distribute the essay for a non-commercial > purpose, as long as it is properly attributed with the copyright notice. Please use it to help educate, on your websites, in newsletters, on animal shelter and vet office bulletin boards. Tell the public that > the decision to add a pet to the family is an important one for life, that animals deserve our love and sensible care, that finding another appropriate home for your animal is your responsibility and any local humane society or animal welfare league can offer you good advice, and that all life is precious. Please do your part to stop the killing, > and encourage all spay & neuter campaigns in order to prevent unwanted animals. Please pass this on to everyone, not to hurt them or make them sad,but it could save maybe, even one unwanted pet. Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY, If you give them LOVE

OWNING A PET - IT'S A LIFETIME COMMITMENT
The Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals takes in over l,000 unwanted animals every month. This is made up of cats, dogs and rabbits, guinea pigs and hamsters. Many of these animals had owners who gave them up because no one had the time to take care of them. Some of these pets were even abandoned on the street to fend for themselves.
Owning a pet is a lifetime of commitment (up to ten years or more if you own a dog or a cat) involving considerable responsibility. The decision to acquire one therefore, should be made by the whole family. Without full agreement by everyone, the pet could end up unwanted.
Puppies and kittens are so adorable, it is easy to understand why adults and children alike would be attracted to them. Unfortunately their cute looks are often a disadvantage, because people purchase them without consideration and the knowledge on how to take proper care of them.
Basic points you should keep in mind before adopting a puppy are :

an annual dog licence in accordance with government regulations
its annual vaccination against major dog diseases
toilet training
regular grooming and bathing
obedience training.

Of course don't forget you should feed your pet a balanced diet which is available in pet shops or supermarkets.

Socialisation (many dogs are kept confined in cages or tied up to stop them from dirtying the garden or from chewing on shoes - this is wrong) is very important
in addition to a daily dose of exercise, affection and play.
Reading up on the subject beforehand is another important requirement and will guide you towards being a responsible pet owner. Selected pet shops and major book stores would provide books on the care of various breeds/pets.

The SPCA also has information on pet care. The adoption shelter is open five days a week from 8am to 4pm for viewing animals. On Saturdays and Sundays it is open from 10am. to 4pm. The adoption shelter is also open till 8.30pm on the the last Friday of the month. The adoption shelter is closed on Thursdays (unless it is a Public Holiday when we will remain open).Please feel free to call up 62875355 during office hours.

this is such a sad story T-T
dont abuse your pets' love for you!!